How The Internet Makes My Flat Feel

 Internet can be good, 

Not always

Trends and times a-changing

Egos rise and are cancelled,

Revelling in a moment of fame. 

Nobody can be everybody,

Either consume or be consumed

Time's up, battery is dead

-Raymond 

I wake up and go on my phone for an hour, 

But I am not addicted.

Without my phone I feel naked and weak,

But I am not addicted.

I can't like that, it's not my aesthetic. I can't post that, 

it's not edited. I can't be myself, that's too authentic.

But I am not addicted. 

- An addict lol 

it's 2am

and my need for dreams is quenched

quenched by the infinitely mediocre

conveyor belt of promises

promises of limitless entertainment

and yet that is not good

enough for me

i keep pointing out how

i can live without it

and yet i always find

an excuse

but i can do 

what i want

i'm just

having a me day

and yet i forgot

that yesterday

was one too

i'm sure i will free myself

one day

- Benji                                                                       

The internet

is an 

"amazing horrible thing".

Thinking about it

is scary

and makes me sad. 

-Overthinker